
oh my. he could make me fall.
I will be leaving for Cagayan De Oro this friday, 10Oct. Will see him by Saturday morning. Let's see what will happen. I fell kinda numb or better said as a controlled excitement is dawning thru me. That is a good thing compared to how I have been feeling when i was still in my younger years.
The ferry arrived earlier than expected. It already docked and I am still dozing. The commotion awoke me. I went to take care of my morning rituals as i knew he will be late in fetching me. Took a bath, got dressed, drank coffee, and brush my teeth. I went roaming around the ferry after. After 45 minutes of waiting, I departted the ship which was almost empty with passengers. I took my things to the waiting lounge, listened to my mp3 and read the book that i brought with me. seconds ticked by until they gather into an hour. The hour found its pair and the waiting game turned two, finally before the second hour dropped he texted me saying that he woke late and is beginning to fix himself. God knows how scared I am. The thought of being stood up almost came ramming in me.
The most awaited moment that will make or break things came." totoot" my phone sounded as a message came thru. I read, " Where are you? Gawas na diha". That stumped my heart short. It's like being in a vacuum again. Its like going back to the countless times that I am stood up.
But there he was standing tall and unresponsive. That made me feel small. Suddenly Cagayan seemed strange and different, partly scary. But with him not running away assured me that I wont be spending at an empty inn alone.







